30th December 2008

Today is 30th of December. I almost lost track of the time and date. Stayed at home the whole day with the accompany of my laptop. I dont know how long i have been sitting here already. Okay. My eyes need a rest after this post. Was supposed to meet Dalton at Yuhua for basketball but i told him i was too tired to go there. Dont even know what i am thinking. Turning down people most of the time when they asked me out. I am so not good in terms with my parents lately. I was granted freedom yesterday. Yes, total freedom from my father. Cause he wanted to wash his hands off me already. Nevermind. Glad he did that. But now, its only that my mother still have some hopes in me. If she wash her hands off me, i swear, i will turn fucking bad.

Ya right. I will be so happy if they heck care me.

I dont even know what had i done wrong. Maybe you scold me for the sake of feeling like scolding me. Nevermind. Can someone give me a helping hand and pull me out of hell. Okay. Gonna look for a job soon. Maybe after i got my results or maybe before that. I shall find a job. Maybe going out to countdown with Jeslyn, YongQin and WenXuan tomorrow. Shall see to it tomorrow. Later i turn them down again. I'm always doing that. Okay. Shall stop here.

-Limdingyang-