MYE is over and the results are back. && i'm so~~~~ DEAD! I can imagine my results slip in my mind now. Most of them are E8. Actually, i'm wondering, did i really study or i studied in the wrong way? No matter how hard i tried to study, i'm still failing my exams. I'm so depressed and troubled but theres no one out there to listen to me. Theres no one i can talk to. Everybody is drifting away from me.

Now i was wondering, am i born to play and die at a young age? I know it sounds totally retarded and ridiculous but i seriously just felt that. There will be up and down sometimes in life but why is my life always in up(s) and down(s)? Anyway, as i always say, thats my problem anyway. Exams are over and i promised myself to work hard in my prelims. So, i shall not disappoint myself again.
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I dont know why i am so sensitive this few days and everybody seems to be getting on my nerves. I really dont know why but i will try to control myself. I still think that there is still something that i dont know.

I'm always worrying for people around me. Those people just dont fail to make me worry for them. Whats the use of getting into gang activities? I think you will die sooner or later because of them. I seriously hope all the best to you, Qin.

Went for my english prelim oral today and off to play basketball after that. Came home at around 5 smth. Heard some news but it didn't hit me hard. I felt that your response told me forever friends. I dont know if i guess it right, but i seriously hope that i'm wrong. Even if i'm right, trust me, i will still be a friend of yours. Okay, shall stop here. BYEBYE!