Today is 5th of january. Time flies. I'm secondary 4 now. But within this short period of time, many things happened. I started to dislike my blogskin. So i am going to change it now. It applies to the problem that i am facing now. Since we have broken up, its over. Now, time will be in-charged to heal things up. As i said, time flies. So i am going to cherish every minute i have now, in case i regret it in the future.
The word ''cherish'', took a long time for me to knew it. From a baby, i started to learn the word ''met''. After i knew ''met'', i learn the word ''lose''. The next thing i knew is "regret" and from that onwards i learn to "cherish". " People knew regret after they lost something because they never cherish it when they have." Professor Yang said it. lols.
I have separated up my heart into 4 worlds, the world of friends, family, career and love. In the world of friends, i saw my best best friends, Yingyao, Yu Han, Joel, Brandon, Gerald, Melvin, Dalton, Wen Xuan and Yong Qin. They are going to be my best friends until i die. Haha. So exaggerate. They are my best friends because they possessed care, concern and thay have a consience.
In the world of family, the first person i saw is my cute, plump, kind and caring Grandmother. I was born for her and because of her. Because of her, i knew the word love. Because of her, i knew the word care. From the day i live, she was the only one who never scolded me abit, protects me and never beaten me up before. If it was not for her, i will never stand up. So, although she is abit naggy, i still loved her alot. And i am grateful to my parents, my joker grandfather and the rest of my family members.
In the world of career, i see myself successful. I saw myself with a group of members who possessed different abilities and that makes us the perfect team in the business circle.
Lastly, in the world of love, thats the only place i laid down with alot of regrets. Regretted for not having persistent enough and thus causing me to lose all my loved ones. All. But since its over, i cannot look back anymore as decisions had been made.
Now, i can only look forward to my goal, O-level. I don't want to be the loser again. I want to win this time round. I will work towards my goal. I will put everything aside. Until i reached my goal, i will come back to them.
Everybody have a devil and angel in their heart. Until the brain knows who to follow, the other will die. I have always wanted to follow the angel but when sometimes, somethings cannot be solved by the angel, the devil will appear. When the devil appear, trouble befalls. So terrible.
I still remember the day i went drunk and thats the first time i went like that. Stupid. Can't even drank abit. After i went home, my mother never talked to me for 3 days. I felt weird without her nagging. Now everything is fine. Sorry for those who i have once dissapointed. I mean it.
Finally, for those who came to visit my blog. If you are going to Jurong Library, bring me along please. Don't pang seh. Haha. Thank You :) !
The word ''cherish'', took a long time for me to knew it. From a baby, i started to learn the word ''met''. After i knew ''met'', i learn the word ''lose''. The next thing i knew is "regret" and from that onwards i learn to "cherish". " People knew regret after they lost something because they never cherish it when they have." Professor Yang said it. lols.
I have separated up my heart into 4 worlds, the world of friends, family, career and love. In the world of friends, i saw my best best friends, Yingyao, Yu Han, Joel, Brandon, Gerald, Melvin, Dalton, Wen Xuan and Yong Qin. They are going to be my best friends until i die. Haha. So exaggerate. They are my best friends because they possessed care, concern and thay have a consience.
In the world of family, the first person i saw is my cute, plump, kind and caring Grandmother. I was born for her and because of her. Because of her, i knew the word love. Because of her, i knew the word care. From the day i live, she was the only one who never scolded me abit, protects me and never beaten me up before. If it was not for her, i will never stand up. So, although she is abit naggy, i still loved her alot. And i am grateful to my parents, my joker grandfather and the rest of my family members.
In the world of career, i see myself successful. I saw myself with a group of members who possessed different abilities and that makes us the perfect team in the business circle.
Lastly, in the world of love, thats the only place i laid down with alot of regrets. Regretted for not having persistent enough and thus causing me to lose all my loved ones. All. But since its over, i cannot look back anymore as decisions had been made.
Now, i can only look forward to my goal, O-level. I don't want to be the loser again. I want to win this time round. I will work towards my goal. I will put everything aside. Until i reached my goal, i will come back to them.
Everybody have a devil and angel in their heart. Until the brain knows who to follow, the other will die. I have always wanted to follow the angel but when sometimes, somethings cannot be solved by the angel, the devil will appear. When the devil appear, trouble befalls. So terrible.
I still remember the day i went drunk and thats the first time i went like that. Stupid. Can't even drank abit. After i went home, my mother never talked to me for 3 days. I felt weird without her nagging. Now everything is fine. Sorry for those who i have once dissapointed. I mean it.
Finally, for those who came to visit my blog. If you are going to Jurong Library, bring me along please. Don't pang seh. Haha. Thank You :) !
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