don feel like updating about my scores, papers and everything about exams . my results were fucking lousy . but how long can i keep it from my family ? got to face the music . its a matter of time . i don wan to be a road sweeper in the future . but what lies ahead of me is a picture of me starving to death . sad sad sad and so sad . what can i do . i can't change time . how i wish tt we can go back to the beggining of the year 2007 . what is done cannot be undone . i am determine to study from june to december . those who wan to suan me . please fuck off . i am in no mood for a joke . sorry .