Dingyang's (:

2010-01-12T22:07:00.001+08:00

There's a reason why.

I LOVE YOU. ;)

Hi Mr Lim!

2009-12-30T16:15:00.000+08:00

Guess what?

It's gonna be our FIRST YEAR ANNIVERSARY!

XO.

2009-08-05T21:09:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 7TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY, BABY! ;D

KISSHUGKISSHUG.XOXO.

Thanks for being so understanding.

I ♥ you!

Baby, I'm sorry X100000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 infinity.

2009-07-16T22:52:00.002+08:00

I really dont know what's wrong with me of late. I promise to put in more effort & changing this effed up attitude of mine.

I really hate quarrelling with you.
I really really hate it.

I dont know how to make you forgive me & I dont blame you if you dont.
Cause I'm never forgiving myself.

I hope you'll forget what happened just now.
I dont want stupid quarrels to tear us apart.
I really dont. ;'(

I'll change, I'll stop, I SWEAR.

If I make us quarrel again, you can do whatever you want to me.
I just dont want us to quarrel alr.
I know you're getting sick & tired.
& it's hurting me alot knowing that the little time we have to talk @ night, I still say something ridiculous & make us quarrel. Risking everything we have between us.

One last chance, please?

-Vanessa.

2009-07-14T19:31:00.000+08:00

;D
lovelove yah!
xo, Cupcake Bowie. ♥

2009-07-13T20:38:00.000+08:00

Boy, I'm really sorry.

Today, I cant believe I made you angry twice. I already promised I wont ever quarrel with you. I've no idea why I kept saying things to piss you off. I guess I was too carried away that I totally forgot that you're always at the top of my mind. From the bottom of my heart, I'm sincerely sorry. I know I keep saying I promise I wont make you angry already but I myself was way too stressed. I know that isnt an excuse. Do you know that whenever you're angry because of something I've done, I feel 100000000 times more horrible than you? I cant sleep, I cant eat. I'm so fearful that you'll just leave me cause I create so much problems for you. I really wish I can undo all the problems I've done I really wish you'd forgive & forget me for everything.

I'm truly sorry, darling.

When you ignore my messages, I cant help but feel lost. No one else can make me feel as safe as when you're around.

I hope you'll call me soon.

I'm terribly sorry. You dont know how hurt I am.

2009-06-11T21:08:00.005+08:00

11th June 2009

Finally, after 3 days of hard work, i finished my D&T project.

PICTURES:

Abit plain though but i was too lazy to improve it.
Done.

-Limdingyang-

HAPPY HAPPY FIFTH, LIM DING YANG! ;)

2009-06-05T20:47:00.001+08:00

HAPPY FIFTH, MY DEAREST LIM DING YANG! ;)
Thanks for the countless chocolate waffles that made me so fat!
Heeheeee.
You're the best, my boy.
My ultimate #1. ;D

Hope you're (finally) surprised after seeing this.
Have been trying so hard to surprise you.
But I keep slipping it out cause I just cant lie to you!

Anyways, I LOVE YOU! ;)

2009-05-31T10:28:00.002+08:00

31st May 2009

Good morning! Woke up early to study for mother tongue O's tomorrow. Like finally i update my blog. So sorry.

Seriously, time passes very fast. I've been in dunearn for another extra 6 months alr. I'll update tomorrow after my mother tongue paper. Hope i get at least a B3. Hope so.

-Limdingyang-

2009-05-24T21:00:00.001+08:00

The pictures are in order okay. ;)

So, I havent update for a very very long time. (Because I am plain lazy & games stole my soul away!)

Mid Year Exams are over, but why I still havent update? Cause I keep playing games & playing pool lor. Sighs. Everytime I click on your link & I see the date stuck there, I feel very frustrated y'know. I bet many others share my sentiments too. Hmph! Can close down already la, hor?

Dont dont dont! I was just kidaaaang. ;)

Chinese O's are just around the corner. Everybody just mug hard & get this over & done with. Okay? When you see this, call me okay? & Please update yourself next time. =.= zzz.

♥, your BabyGirl. ;)

2009-04-18T23:37:00.002+08:00

Past few days. My life = GAME GAME GAME/ BALL BALL BALL.

Mid year's coming. So my life should be = MUG MUG MUG!

Nonetheless, met Minnie Mouse yesterday after school. Then ball ball ball. Today, also ball ball ball. Aiyo.

Heeheeee!

With ♥,
Vanessa.

2009-03-30T20:59:00.004+08:00

30th March 2009

Today was like a total waste of my time and energy to go to school. School starts from 8am to 5pm. 3 breaks in between. 25 minutes, 35 minutes and 10 minutes respectively. Its 1hour and 10mins if i sum them up.

I got 1hour 10minutes break and 7hour 50minutes hell.
We should be very comfortable as we were all sitting on chairs. But the library is fucking packed. & we couldn't even sit down in a comfortable position we wanted. Fuck school for buying adam khoo's programme.

Although the lessons are fun, but my back, neck or even every part of my body aches. Furthermore, i have already been through adam khoo's programme before. Now was my second time attending it. It's so useless.

Life today was like so meaningless except that i met Minnie Mouse for almost an hour after school. Everytime i see her, she's always whining here and there. About this about that. Haha. How cute! Accompanied her home and then home sweet home.

Okay. Shall end here. Minnie Mouse, you are loved by Mickey Mouse. HAHA.

-Limdingyang-

2009-03-22T22:13:00.003+08:00

22th March 2009

Last day of March holidays. Wow. Time passes quite fast. Just finished my social studies homework on Globalisation. What a good boy, Lim Ding Yang. Haha. Just went to read my post on 11 to 13th January. Hope i got this motivation keep going on in me. Okay.

Goodnight people. :)

-Limdingyang-

2009-03-22T16:38:00.001+08:00

22th March 2009

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Looked down on
Disappointment
Death
Where Your life is Going
Commitment
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

-Limdingyang-

2009-03-20T18:34:00.000+08:00

Done tweaking.

Please tell me what you like/do not like when you're awake. ;)

2009-03-20T17:23:00.006+08:00

My name is Jerry Lim Ding Yang. & I play game everyday. ;)

Posted by: Yours truly,♥ .

2009-03-12T19:08:00.003+08:00

12th March 2009

I have also realised that i am someone who dont even have abit of faith in people. I'll just worry about them thats why i dont let them do somethings which they wanted to do so much. Forget it. People wont understand a single rubbish here.

-Limdingyang-

2009-03-12T18:59:00.003+08:00

12th March 2009

Fuck. What the fuck is wrong with this fucking world. I dont get it. Like stress is just piling up. Fuck this life man. & i'm like keep having this headache from morning till now. Tomorrow's last day of the semester and then march holidays. I'm not happy at all. Fuck life. Hope i can get more sleep. Bye.

-Limdingyang-

2009-02-14T11:04:00.003+08:00

14th February 2009

Happy Valentine's Day!

Hello people. Missing in action for quite long. Was supposed to play ball with friends today but i end up staying at home. Sorry guys. I was busy and had alot of things waiting for me to do.

Girl, how i wish you can understand me. Its not that i dont wish to accompany you but things are beyond my control.

-Limdingyang-

2009-02-01T21:29:00.003+08:00

1st February 2009

Okay. I know i'm late. Anyway, Happy CNY people. Today was my father's birthday. So spent the whole day at home entertaining guest and gambled. Not to mention the gambling part. Today is okay. Okay. End of post. :D

-Limdingyang-

2009-01-19T19:56:00.003+08:00

19th January 2009

School today was quite okay. Time passes quite fast and i dismiss from school at 2.55pm. I just feel quite disgraceful. Not because people say me or what, but i just feel that way. Now i understood how a retainee felt. Lol. Okay nvm. Shall study hard from now onwards. Wish me luck man. Goodbye.

-Limdingyang-

2009-01-18T10:52:00.003+08:00

18th January 2009

Okay. Starting school tomorrow. Going for reunion dinner at my mother's side and then after that to visit my father's side grandma's house. After that then go and get my hair dyed black and cut it. Maybe meeting YongQin after that. Dont know why, i just got this very very very sian feeling. Maybe its because of school tomorrow. Nevermind.

If i were to do well last year, i may not end up like this now. Not feeling sad la but just abit regretted for not putting in much effort in my studies last year. Whatever. Bye.

-Limdingyang-

2009-01-13T23:27:00.004+08:00

13th January 2009

Thanks for the suggestions and concern people. I really appreciate it but i need some time to think it over. Just give me abit more time. Just abit more.

-Limdingyang-

2009-01-13T10:50:00.002+08:00

13th January 2009

Choosing between higher nitec and retaking my o-levels in sec 5. Any suggestions?

-Limdingyang-

2009-01-12T19:42:00.001+08:00

12 January 2009

I'm so depressed.

-Limdingyang-

2009-01-12T18:43:00.002+08:00

12th January 2009

Just wanted to pour it all out to my diary.
Bros. We are seperated i guess. Feel happy for you people who can go into poly. Actually, frankly speaking. I deserved it. I'm not trying to make myself feel worse or what. Its just that, i really didn't study. Thanks people for telling me that i did but i know it myself. I really didn't study and i brought this upon myself. The only saddening thing is that i get to see all my friends, my batch all promoted to the next level while i lag behind all of them. Thats all. I'm a goner. I can't even see my future.

To people smaller than me out there. Please study.
I dont have the rights to say that because even me myself dont practise what i preached. But seriously, your parents didn't expect anything from you all but just wanted you all to study hard and work hard for your future. My destiny is fixed but yours just started. Goodluck people. Bye.

-Limdingyang-

2009-01-11T21:01:00.002+08:00

11th January 2009

17 more hours to O-level results. I'm stressed out. Seriously stressed out. Whatever it is, i wont be emo tomorrow. Cause i know that it wont help. Instead i will go and enjoy with my friends. Our last day in Dunearn and in school uniform. I really hope that time stops. So that i can be with this bunch of brothers for the rest of my life. Joke and fool around. But i know its impossible. Went out with them today. Had loads of fun. However, promised my mom to have dinner at home already. So i had to leave early while some of them headed to Brandon's house. Think about the times we spent together in Dunearn. Think about how its going to end. Maybe we will go different ways but i still hope, if someday we are free, we can hang out like how we did today. Results and all this thoughts are killing me.

Life is a fucking joke. God is trying to make things difficult for us.
Fuck you bitch.

I hope that no one will cry tomorrow. Hope so. (:

-Limdingyang-

2009-01-08T10:55:00.003+08:00

8th January 2009

Okay. So today i will start with, i love my MOTHER. Haha. I know most of the time my temper is unbearable but she is the only one who can stand it. No other member of the family can bear with my temper like how she did. Best mother ever. Haha. Seriously.

So, i just realised that i am late to meet my friends to the open house of Ngee Ann Polytechnic. Haha.
Byebye.

-Limdingyang-

2009-01-05T14:03:00.003+08:00

5th January 2009

I'm 5 days late. Happy new year! I think i might be going out later. Its getting so boring at home. But the happy thing is that i got to pour out everything to my mother. Unhappy or happy. Nevermind. I felt better after talking to her.

Add another song to my blog. Fall by Ina.
Bye.

-Limdingyang-

2008-12-30T21:19:00.003+08:00

30th December 2008

Today is 30th of December. I almost lost track of the time and date. Stayed at home the whole day with the accompany of my laptop. I dont know how long i have been sitting here already. Okay. My eyes need a rest after this post. Was supposed to meet Dalton at Yuhua for basketball but i told him i was too tired to go there. Dont even know what i am thinking. Turning down people most of the time when they asked me out. I am so not good in terms with my parents lately. I was granted freedom yesterday. Yes, total freedom from my father. Cause he wanted to wash his hands off me already. Nevermind. Glad he did that. But now, its only that my mother still have some hopes in me. If she wash her hands off me, i swear, i will turn fucking bad.

Ya right. I will be so happy if they heck care me.

I dont even know what had i done wrong. Maybe you scold me for the sake of feeling like scolding me. Nevermind. Can someone give me a helping hand and pull me out of hell. Okay. Gonna look for a job soon. Maybe after i got my results or maybe before that. I shall find a job. Maybe going out to countdown with Jeslyn, YongQin and WenXuan tomorrow. Shall see to it tomorrow. Later i turn them down again. I'm always doing that. Okay. Shall stop here.

-Limdingyang-

2008-12-26T07:38:00.002+08:00

26th December 2008

Yesterday was Christmas but my life hit the bottom of the rock.

I dont even understand what you want. Keep nagging, nagging and nagging and then? I dont see why you need to nag. I dont see why you dont believe us. Now you really make me hate this house when i dont want to. I dont see a reason now for us to communicate. Cause its pointless. You already grab my shirt and almost pull a punch at me. Nevermind. Now i tell you. Yesterday i fell down. & comparing to those falls when i were small, it hurt the most. I thought i had already gone numb. No feelings anymore. But now, you prove me wrong. Whatever. Pointless.

-Limdingyang-

2008-12-25T13:02:00.004+08:00

25th December 2008

Merry Christmas Dudes.

Lonely christmas this year. Dont know how to explain this kind of feeling. Wanted to go out but still dont feel like going out. Nevermind. Dont even understand what i'm talking about. Turning into a computer freak. 24/7 Dota, Gunz, Tvs, Meals, Sleep. Fucking rotting at home like........yea. Fucking rotting.
Was suppose to meet Dalton and the rest at Yingyao's house yesterday night at 3 plus but lie on the bed and fell asleep instantly. Just feel like, this is not me.

& also was suppose to meet Yingyao they all to celebrate Chi shuen's birthday at 12 but didn't went either. I dont even know what the fuck am i thinking. These few days, i've not been talking like how i talked normally. I just felt that something is troubling me but seriously, i dont even know what is bugging me.

Didn't slept well last night. So pardon me for my emo-ness. Haha. But i was just pouring out how i felt. Oh wait.

Happy Birthday Chi Shuen!

Have fun today bros. Meeting YongQin later. Its been awhile since i last saw him. Okay. Thats it. Bye.

-Limdingyang-

2008-12-22T18:53:00.003+08:00

22th December 2008

Was supposed to meet Dalton to Bugis but in the end decided not to go alr. Cause was too tired. Anyway, going out with gang tomorrow for movie marathon. So, tomorrow might not be so boring. I need a job. Lol. My mom call me a rotter. Haha. Always stay at home, never look for a job. Okok. Need to seriously look for a job already.
Results coming out on 12th january 2009. The thought of it scare the shit out of me.

-Limdingyang-

2008-12-18T22:17:00.007+08:00

18th December 2008

Went to sentosa yesterday as Kenrick and Zhijie ask us out. Went with Yingyao, Dalton, Brandon, Waichong, Zhijie and Kenrick. Had sunburn on my back today. Damn pain.

Genting's photo:

Was slacking the whole day at home today playing DOTA with Melvin and the others. Woke up at 1pm.

HAHAHA. This bastard's photo make me laugh the hardest. Kobe Bryant's Disciple. HAHAHA.

OKay. Shall stop here. Bye.

-Limdingyang-

2008-12-16T02:46:00.011+08:00

16th December 2008

Still can't fall asleep. So decided to blog. Coming back to singapore tomorrow afternoon at 2pm. Took pictures with my 3 cousins and my brother and sister during the stay in Genting.

My head is so empty now, so let the pictures do the talking.

Finally finish posting the pictures. Cousins went back to singapore yesterday. So we were left with ourselves today. Okay. Going to bed now. Wait. I look like a drug addict in the last picture. Lol. Okay. Bye.

-Limdingyang-

2008-12-12T21:04:00.003+08:00

12th December 2008

So now i'm at genting's cyber cafe. (:
Woke up at 11am today. Lol. Because never sleep well before the trip to genting. Slept for around 1 hour plus at home and another 2 hour plus on the bus. So slept like i'm in a coma yesterday night.
Went to shopping with my sister, cousin and brother at First World Plaza. Bought pizza after that and back to the hotel again to eat at around 3 something in the afternoon cause it was so bored. But my sister bought her clothes.
Just finish my dinner and here i'm updating my blog. Maybe going to the Outdoor Theme Park tomorrow with all the childrens tomorrow.

I'm missing you so much here.

-Limdingyang-

2008-12-10T22:06:00.004+08:00

10th December 2008

Today is an unlucky day. Not to mention the unlucky part. Went out with Melvin, Dalton, Brandon and Jeremy(HAHA).

Waited for Melvin at Choa Chu Kang MRT station with Brandon. After meeting Melvin, meet Dalton and Hanwei(Jeremy) at Jurong East Interchange. Went to town, takashimaya as Melvin wanted to buy a storybook, Twilight. So went there till 3 to 4 plus and then headed to Lot 1.

Met YongQin, Eileen and her brother first and then after that went to watch movie with the 4 of them mentioned above. I started to like cartoon after watching the movie, Bolt! Haha. Seriously a nice show. Cartoon ROCKS! Lol.

After movie, Brandon, Dalton, Melvin and HanWei went home while i met YongQin, Eileen, Jeslyn and Eileen's brother. So, i just came back and updated my blog. Thats for today.

I'll be going to Genting tomorrow. Will miss everybody when i'm there especially her and not forgetting my brothers.

I miss you girl. (:

-Limdingyang-

2008-12-09T13:26:00.002+08:00

9th December 2008

Was suppose to go to Takashimaya because Melvin wanted to buy books but in the end we decided not to go already because we went to bed very late last night. So maybe we will go out tomorrow. Which means today i will be rotting at home. No work, no books and no activities. I'm rotting! HELP!

Oh ya. I still need to pack my luggage for the trip to genting.
Okay. Guess i have no more craps. Shall stop here.

-Limdingyang-

2008-12-08T10:47:00.004+08:00

8th December 2008

Today's plan is to meet Mr. Melvin Loo at Choa Chu Kang MRT interchange at 1045 but that big fat pig slept till 1030. I thought he died in his dreams but unfortunately, he did not.

Next station, maybe to Eunos or Boon Lay to meet Kenrick as Mr. Melvin Loo wanted to return him money. So after that, we're going to have our haircut at Jurong East and also meet up Mr. Dalton Bok. That's all. Can someone spice my life up for me? I'm so bored. FUCK.
Where are you girl? I miss you.

-Limdingyang-

2008-12-07T23:53:00.003+08:00

Haha. Decided to update my playlist's songs. Sorry for putting up those songs for around 9 months. Lol. So long. Okay. So hope you enjoy the stay in here. (:

Sorry. I'm too lazy to change my blogskin.

2008-12-07T16:13:00.011+08:00

7th December 2008

Phew. So i went to toa payoh to had my breakfast with my parents just now and to town after that. Didn't update for so long. Lol. Was not busy but lazy to update. Went for lots of interview from 11th November till now but i still haven't found a stable job. STARHUB! My last hope. Hope they will give me a phone call and says,''Is this Mr. Limdingyang? We got a job for you!"

Chey. Day dreaming. So i had prom night between this period of time and i'm going to Genting on the 11th of December. So! Dont message me or i will claim phone bills from you! (:

Manage to get some but not all pictures from my contacts.
Prom night.

Thats all. I still have to get them all from other people or maybe steal from people's blog. Haha. If you notice, i was tip toe-ing for some of the pictures. Lol. Not what you are thinking about. Its not that i'm short but they are so tall when they are wearing high heels! SERIOUS.

So other than job interview, also went for basketball. Then, other than basketball. We also went to Vivo for a lot of times to shop for prom night clothes. Thats how boring my life is.

Wait. & not to forget that Andy had left for Indonesia and will be back during January. So sad. He had to celebrate his birthday there without any friends celebrating with him. Poor thing. But, we can't do anything to help. So, sayonara.

We took a picture with him before he board his flight. Look at him. Why he never smile? Lol. Hope he will not get fatter when he comes back. Lucky Indonesia don't have internet. Hahaha. Okay. Time to end the post. Signing off here.
Hope she knows that i love her. (:

-Limdingyang-

2008-12-01T16:11:00.001+08:00

2008-11-01T16:10:00.001+08:00

2008-10-15T16:13:00.000+08:00

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2008-10-01T16:08:00.003+08:00

2008-09-15T20:07:00.006+08:00

15th September 2008

I'm on the left and my sister is on the right.

Its been sometime after i update my blog on 4th July 2008. Within this short period of time, i've found out how much i have changed. Drifting away from my group of friends in dunearn is another thing. "I like the old us, not the present us" is what i want to tell all my friends.

The old us don't quarrel with each other oftenly. The old us is united and always goes out as a group. The present us had already seperated. The present us always quarrel with one another and now, most of them hate each other. I hate all this kind of unnecessary quarrels. If i still have a birthday wish, i would hope that all of them will come back and be like the past. Do things as one.

To people out there who cares for me. I know you care. I also want to care for how you feel but it is very hard for me to change back to the way i am last time. I'm really sorry. I admit i've changed. I promised i will buck up for my coming exams. Pinky swear. (:

There's something i need to settle tomorrow. Give me two weeks or maybe one week. I will change. I shall stop here.

My brother and I trying to interrupt my sis when she is taking photo of the room.

-Limdingyang-

2008-07-04T22:57:00.010+08:00

4th July 2008

Life is so boring. Lets take today as an example. Went to school as usual. Off to Westmall Mac to eat after school. Chi Shuen's house for basketball next. Meet Xuan & home sweet home after that.

Okay. Fullstop. Pictures of last week saturday. Went to my Grandfather's 70th Birthday Celebration.

Cute little cousins.

WEEETS~~~! Cousins.

Happy Birthday Song.

Someone gave me these words today.
"She is a girl that worth your sacrifices". I'm still thinking about it. Thanks Yuan.
Okay Goodnight(:

-Limdingyang-

2008-07-02T19:05:00.005+08:00

2nd July 2008

Hello(:
I think i wont have the time to update my blog until O's over. Of course another thing is that i'm just too lazy to update. Haha. Alot of things had been happening recently, i hope they will be over soon. Pictures took by Glenn, Lysa, Yingyao and Claudia cousin.

We were too bored and Yingyao showed his new phone to us. Second day of school by Yingyao.

Was having free period cause i dropped my Pure Geography with Lysa and Nabil. Was in the library with them. I'm studying. Hahaha. Second day of school by Lysa.

Had extra lesson of Chemistry with Ms Andrea Lim. Was waiting for Glenn and co. for lunch when Glenn took this. Third day of school by Glenn.

Was with my family celebrating Father's day. Was watching the television when my cousin suddenly came over and "chick", took my photo. Need to pay money one okay. Haha. By Claudia cousin.

For other pictures, go to my sister's blog. Forever-rachel.blogspot.com(:

-Limdingyang-

2008-06-06T18:24:00.004+08:00

6th June 2008

I know i'm useless and hopeless with no future. So what? Those things that you were doing is not going to motivate me. Instead, they only makes me feel that you are right about me. Don't you know i got school this morning? When i came back and saw all this SHIT that you have done, it only makes me angry, dulan and what else? I don't know who teach you such a STUPID method to motivate me but seriously, its not going to work. If you talked to me nicely and encouraged me to do well, maybe i will give it my best. But forget it, whatever shit that you are going to say in the future do not have any effect on me from now onwards. I'm troubled by lots of stuffs but you didn't know. Nevermind if you don't know. Even if you know, i dont give a damn about it now.

-Limdingyang-

2008-06-02T11:49:00.005+08:00

2th June 2008

Wlao! I'm getting lazier and lazier! I am late for D&D camp already! Somemore its LATEx3, ALL BECAUSE I OVERSLEPT! HELP!

-Limdingyang-

2008-05-25T17:10:00.002+08:00

25th May 2008

Going to have my chinese Os tomorrow. I'm so worried. Haven't been studying for the past few days. Wonder if last minute work helps.

Day before yesterday, Qin came to my house to ton. We went out together after that with HongMing, Xuan and company yesterday. Also slack at Lot 1 and CCK Park. Never study abit. I'M SO WORRIED!

Anyway, good luck to everyone who is having their Chinese Os tomorrow.

-Limdingyang-

2008-05-19T18:11:00.005+08:00

19th May 2008

Slept at 7am this morning because all my sister's friends came to our house yesterday night and we were all playing Wii. At first everybody said that they wanted to ton till the next day but everybody went to sleep at 5am except for me and my brother. We continued playing Wii but we were complaining about how tired we were. Haha. Then one of my sister's friend, Cherie, haven't fell asleep yet said," You all siao arh, tired still want to play!"
HAHAHA!

I was too tired around 7am and so i paused the game very suddenly and looked at my brother and my brother looked at me then we suddenly laughed together very loudly.
HAHAHA!
We both went to sleep after that. Woke up at around 2.30pm and had my late lunch. Played the com till now. I'm so bored! I think i better go and study now.

-Limdingyang-

2008-05-16T17:26:00.011+08:00

MYE is over and the results are back. && i'm so~~~~ DEAD! I can imagine my results slip in my mind now. Most of them are E8. Actually, i'm wondering, did i really study or i studied in the wrong way? No matter how hard i tried to study, i'm still failing my exams. I'm so depressed and troubled but theres no one out there to listen to me. Theres no one i can talk to. Everybody is drifting away from me.

Now i was wondering, am i born to play and die at a young age? I know it sounds totally retarded and ridiculous but i seriously just felt that. There will be up and down sometimes in life but why is my life always in up(s) and down(s)? Anyway, as i always say, thats my problem anyway. Exams are over and i promised myself to work hard in my prelims. So, i shall not disappoint myself again.
__________________________________________

I dont know why i am so sensitive this few days and everybody seems to be getting on my nerves. I really dont know why but i will try to control myself. I still think that there is still something that i dont know.

I'm always worrying for people around me. Those people just dont fail to make me worry for them. Whats the use of getting into gang activities? I think you will die sooner or later because of them. I seriously hope all the best to you, Qin.

Went for my english prelim oral today and off to play basketball after that. Came home at around 5 smth. Heard some news but it didn't hit me hard. I felt that your response told me forever friends. I dont know if i guess it right, but i seriously hope that i'm wrong. Even if i'm right, trust me, i will still be a friend of yours. Okay, shall stop here. BYEBYE!

2008-04-27T15:29:00.003+08:00

16hours and 30mins more to Mid-Year Examination. I see everybody mugging hard. Good luck everyone:).

2008-04-20T00:20:00.002+08:00

Just finish doing my Amath assessment. Should be tired but felt that i still have a little energy to do something. So decided to update my blog. Did nothing much today. Woke up at 9 for my Amath tuition and ate my lunch after the tuition ends. Went to sleep after my lunch till 6. Went out to eat for my dinner and came back to finish up my Amath assessment till NOW. Felt so listless. MY LIFE IS SO BORING! HELP!

Going to JE Library to study tomorrow. Ok. I shall go to bed now. Goodnight:).

2008-04-15T15:48:00.000+08:00

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2008-04-12T23:26:00.007+08:00

At this very very moment, i was thinking, what will happen to all my friends and i after we had graduated? Where will they be? Will we still hang out as a group or lost contact after we had graduated?
Okay. We still have 7months to come to that situation i think. So we will see after that:).

I'M SO BOREDDDDD NOWWWWWWWWWWW!! SOSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!

Going to JE Library tmr. I really need to study or i will die of over retard! So don disturb me. Okay? Thankyou! I'm mad. Excessive exposure to boreness. HAHAHA! Ok. Shall stop here. Byebye:).

2008-03-08T19:30:00.003+08:00

Stress, sick and scoldings made 8/3/08 a bad day for me. Shall not elaborate on scoldings. Was already sick on tuesday, until now also haven't recover. What luck! Thanks to melvin loo pang zi, passed the virus to me. Met him on monday only and was sick the next day.

Stress, fking stress. Lots of homework. Holidays= no holidays. Having the adam khoo workshop on monday, tuesday and wednesday. Tutorials on thursday and friday and math tuition on saturday. Most of the days, i can only leave at 6 or 830. So i was left with my precious sunday. Going out tmr with Xuan to orchard to buy smth i think. Ok, still got lots of homework to do. Shall update my blog some other time when i'm free.

byebye!

2008-03-07T17:24:00.013+08:00

Failure leads to success. When will i be able to bring some success into my life? Anyway, got back my result slip, did quite badly for my CA1. But i am happy with both my maths. why do i have such a special feeling for you? For now, seeing you happy makes me in a good mood.
At least i passed both=)! There will be a parent meeting session later on so i'm going to catch my sleep first before going for the parent meeting session. Slept for only 13hours for 3 days because of that fking D&T. Damn tired! Ok, shall stop here with a short post, byebye!But maybe in the future i might make my move, but will we go back to the same situation 3 years ago that we never talk to each other for 2 years. I'm scared that the same thing might happen again.

2008-02-24T12:13:00.002+08:00

14 days since i last update my blog. I felt so liveless today. Don't know why, i just can't concentrate on doing my homework. Going out later to do my DNT i think~.

Still got my tuition homework, bio, social studies, chinese assessment and workbook and alot of homework for other subjects to finish. I think i will be send to IMH before i can even finish my homeworks. Cause they are piling up like wtf. There's no way i can finish them.

ByeBye:).

2008-02-24T12:10:00.001+08:00

围墙

不知不觉又过了几天
我想我习惯了忽略
去忽略没你的时间

不近不远走在谁身边
我想我适应了一切
这一切没你的时间

某条路某条街某首歌某间店
某种熟悉但如今却刺眼
不碰触不跨越为自己留一些安全界线

谁都以为不听不看也就没感觉
一转身才发现空气里面
依旧飘散着记忆的气味

谁有所谓或无所谓也不能改变
原来是我在爱上你的那瞬间
就困在围墙里面

某条路某条街某首歌某间店
某种熟悉但如今却刺眼
不碰触不跨越为自己留一些安全界线

谁都以为不听不看也就没感觉
一转身才发现空气里面
依旧飘散着记忆的气味

谁有所谓或无所谓也不能改变
原来是我在爱上你的那瞬间
就困在围墙里面

谁都以为不听不看也就没感觉
一转身才发现空气里面
依旧飘散着记忆的气味

谁有所谓或无所谓也不能改变
原来是我在爱上你的那瞬间
就困在围墙里面
多可悲围墙都在对不对

2008-02-10T17:50:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

Although its abit late, but i wish everybody a happy chinese new year here:).

Day 1.
Spent the day at my grandparent's house(father side) and alot of people came to visit. Which means alot of "money" came for me and my siblings.

Day2.
Went to my uncle's house in the morning to visit my grandfather(mother side) and my relatives came one after another. My sister managed to take some pictures during CNY Day 2.

At my uncle's house.

Went back to my grandparent's house after visiting my relatives from my mother's side.

My cousin's dog.

Don't know whose kids. But still, they are so cute.

Finally! Aww...The Gambler's Meeting Session.

Day 3:
Went to IRC in the morning with Brandon, Joel, Yong Liang, Glenn and Zuer. After that went to Peiyu's house and GAMBLED. LOLS. Left at around 5 smth and meet up everybody at CCK MRT Station. Went to Zuer's house. Around 9 smth, my left feet met with a mishap. I wondered who started the idea to play ICE AND FREEZE! Trying to find some childhood. We were playing inside the playground and the ground of the playground is filled up with sands. I ran and stepped onto the CONCRETE. The concrete which was supposed to avoid the sand from running off ends up injuring my feet. WTF.

Went home at 1030. Took taxi with Joel, Yong Liang and Zhen Hao to YCK MRT Station. Straight away went home after reaching CCK MRT Station while SPT and Coleen went to catch a midnight movie. Had great fun yesterday. Peeps who were there made my day:)!

Today.
Was supposed to visit my real God Grandma but ends up staying at home.

Shall Stop Here. Happy Chinese New Year Everyone.

ByeBye:).

2008-01-30T23:40:00.000+08:00

Maybe i really changed. But did i ever love you before? Can't you feel it? Every minute every second that i spent with you is all me. Neither do i know how to face and smile at you when i see you.

Ya. So as you said, we were strangers in the first place. So now we are back to square one. I regretted. Thats all i can say. I'm also a human. I do think of the past and the people around me. Can you expect a guy to forget a girl fortnightly whom he use to love VERY VERY MUCH and also tried to change because of her? Does that answer to your question?

Now, maybe you cannot forget about me but someday i believe you might. Well...Let nature take its course. You can message me whenever you want. I WILL REPLY. Thats what i can promise. I shall stop here. Goodnight my dearest:).

2008-01-25T21:14:00.000+08:00

I have made peace with Yong Boon. People seldom make me feel impress but your english impressed me very very much. Hope we can still be friends:).

2008-01-25T19:26:00.000+08:00

Nothing much happened today. Went to school till 1230. Had mother tongue tutorial and went to play basketball after that. Saw Bensley and Xiang ji fought during recess. So what if one lose or win. That won't affect one's life.

HAHAHA!

2008-01-23T23:28:00.000+08:00

Its already 1130pm and i don't know what i am doing here so late at night. Just finish my social studies homework. It took me 1hr to finish it. Wtf.

2008-01-19T13:27:00.000+08:00

Today woke up at 10 and had my math tuition till 1130. Nothing much to post. Later going to FarEast to buy shoes. Then maybe going to my grandma house.

Tomorrow, my mother side is having a reunion dinner. They said that they are going to celebrate it earlier. I'm so BORED! Can someone please entertain me?

I think i'm still not ready for a relationship. Sorry. I want my 100% freedom. Don have the mood to post today. Tomorrow then post bah:). Byes. TakeCare:)!

2008-01-12T12:48:00.000+08:00

I'm here to post again. I think i will be updating my blog every saturday? If i got time bah. I haven't been playing pool for 2 months and my hand had started to itched. Omg! Haha. But i will try to control it. Its also very hard to fight against the urge to watch televesion programme! That 黄金路! Argghhhh!

As Mr Goh said," For people who are taking their N-level, they still have some time to clear up wad they do not understand but for us, who are taking our O-level, have little time left and the standards are high!". I could remember everything he said because i did pay attention in class. Haha! Really very guai hor. So i think i do not have any time to waste le lo. But the television programmes are just too addictive! But at least my mother said that this is the first time i am studying so hard and she is happy with it. I feel so happy when i heard it. Yay! Haha. Sot.

Later going to causeway point i think. With my sister, brother and my mother to buy some new clothes. My leg is having muscleache. Damn painful. Because yesterday during pe, we need to run 1 round around the school and i kept running without stopping. After finish running, went to play basketball and after school played table tennis. Haha. Played "Olympic Championship" with Kimura. Lols. Lost to him 20-21. I'm also addicted to table tennis. I can't even walk properly now. My legs are like made of potato. so stiff.

Actually i had nothing to post when i started to logged into my blogger. But after that write about everything i wanted. Cause i don care if people think that my post is -.- or childish or wadever la.

Now update about what happened ytd. After playing table tennis, went home with glenn and came online. Saw one Idiot Auntie on msn. Kept drawing like her art piece is very "cute"? Omg! And she very pang seh one lo. When doing her own things, don reply people's message also can de. Idiot. Pang seh kia. Then after that had my bath and went back to school for the parent meeting session.

The talk was so boring, but the food for the buffet was not bad la. Haha! Went to the concourse during Mr Wong's talk in the hall. Forbes act as if he was from the SDU squad like tt. Lols. So secretive. Melvinder and GuanKiat was talking about "some" stuffs and we were listening and laughing all the way.

After the speech has ended, we went to lot 1. Melvin they all went to have their dinner and i went home. Cause my maid had cooked my dinner, so i had to went home to eat it. Already felt very tired when i am hanging around with my friends at lot 1, so went to sleep after i had eaten my dinner. Alot of things happened during the weekdays, but don wish to update about them le. so full stop. I'll stop here.

Quote of the Day: Death is more universal than Live. Not everyone live but everyone dies.

Bye Bye!

2008-01-06T15:11:00.001+08:00

Decided to stop changing my blogskin for the time being. Cause i have been using the com for about 5 hours just looking at the blogskins. Omg. But sooner or later, i will change it. I'm going to dye my hair black and after that read my bio textbook and do A Math for the rest of the day. One more thing, i think our o-level on chinese will be around May. Hope people who had been visiting my blog will get prepared.

Bye Bye :).

2008-01-05T19:13:00.000+08:00

Today is 5th of january. Time flies. I'm secondary 4 now. But within this short period of time, many things happened. I started to dislike my blogskin. So i am going to change it now. It applies to the problem that i am facing now. Since we have broken up, its over. Now, time will be in-charged to heal things up. As i said, time flies. So i am going to cherish every minute i have now, in case i regret it in the future.

The word ''cherish'', took a long time for me to knew it. From a baby, i started to learn the word ''met''. After i knew ''met'', i learn the word ''lose''. The next thing i knew is "regret" and from that onwards i learn to "cherish". " People knew regret after they lost something because they never cherish it when they have." Professor Yang said it. lols.

I have separated up my heart into 4 worlds, the world of friends, family, career and love. In the world of friends, i saw my best best friends, Yingyao, Yu Han, Joel, Brandon, Gerald, Melvin, Dalton, Wen Xuan and Yong Qin. They are going to be my best friends until i die. Haha. So exaggerate. They are my best friends because they possessed care, concern and thay have a consience.

In the world of family, the first person i saw is my cute, plump, kind and caring Grandmother. I was born for her and because of her. Because of her, i knew the word love. Because of her, i knew the word care. From the day i live, she was the only one who never scolded me abit, protects me and never beaten me up before. If it was not for her, i will never stand up. So, although she is abit naggy, i still loved her alot. And i am grateful to my parents, my joker grandfather and the rest of my family members.

In the world of career, i see myself successful. I saw myself with a group of members who possessed different abilities and that makes us the perfect team in the business circle.

Lastly, in the world of love, thats the only place i laid down with alot of regrets. Regretted for not having persistent enough and thus causing me to lose all my loved ones. All. But since its over, i cannot look back anymore as decisions had been made.

Now, i can only look forward to my goal, O-level. I don't want to be the loser again. I want to win this time round. I will work towards my goal. I will put everything aside. Until i reached my goal, i will come back to them.

Everybody have a devil and angel in their heart. Until the brain knows who to follow, the other will die. I have always wanted to follow the angel but when sometimes, somethings cannot be solved by the angel, the devil will appear. When the devil appear, trouble befalls. So terrible.

I still remember the day i went drunk and thats the first time i went like that. Stupid. Can't even drank abit. After i went home, my mother never talked to me for 3 days. I felt weird without her nagging. Now everything is fine. Sorry for those who i have once dissapointed. I mean it.

Finally, for those who came to visit my blog. If you are going to Jurong Library, bring me along please. Don't pang seh. Haha. Thank You :) !

2007-11-30T15:30:00.000+08:00

sorry sorry ! never update for exactly 2 months..i'm too busy for the pass 2 months. going to update now :)..

I believe when you really love someone, even when you are with someone of the opposite sex, the person you love will always be in your heart and will always remain unforgettable..
I believe this few sentence of words refer to one living example, thats my sister :)..Although she tell me she hate that guy, but in her heart she still likes him..i guessed it because for once, i accidentally saw something on my sister's handphone..i saw the bluetooth name for the handphone named: ZJHEON..
Cannot say it :)..
So ZJHEON was believed to be the combination of their names..haha..
But i never ask my sister what does ZJHEON means so as to save her from getting embarassed :).. haha ! hope she will get over it soon..
Lets talk about me.. my stead and I were not getting any better in our relationship..I think she feels it too..Hope that things will turn out fine for us :)..
All the Best to All !

For the recent incident, my sister let me see all the messages and i feel like smashing the handphone..I feel so sad for my sister..I have one more word for that guy..If you happened to visit my blog, my words to you are FUCK OFF ! If you cannot bring her happiness, stop hurting her, you mother fucker ! And tell your girlfriend or if possible tell yourself to fucking stop disturbing her ! YOU ARE DAMN IRRITATING ! Don try to look for me or threaten me, cause if you dare to do it, i dare to call the police and sent you back to your memories !

2007-09-30T10:04:00.000+08:00

it's been a very very long time since i update. i had to published this post as i felt very very bad and very sorry to someone.

to her: sorry for causing great misery in you. i felt very bad for hurting you so badly. i think the messages you send me made me know that you have been hurt very very badly. i was thinking throughout the night that how badly i had been treating you and i just realise that i cannot lose you. i am willing to accompany you even if i have to pang seh all my friends or even at the expense of losing all my friends. i thought i treated you very well but maybe i was wrong. i didn't make things clear enough and made you had wild thinkings. i am so sorry. i just hope that i can be forgiven. sorry. i know that you are still fretting over what i said on the phone. but that thing doesn't apply to you. i already promised you that i won't break with you unless you break with me. maybe you had forgotten. but nvm. sorry. i hope that we will get through this obstacle and you won't think too much. if there is a next time, i hope that you will pour all your unhappiness to me as i have to ask some other people to find out what you are thinking. i am really sorry for causing great misery in you. really. i love you more than anything. i wouldn't want to see you avoiding me. message me when you wake up can ? sorry my dear. i love you.

2007-09-30T10:02:00.000+08:00

sorry

can you forgive me ?

2007-08-05T20:43:00.000+08:00

5th of august ! 2 days away from my birthday. hahas. today went to 225 to play basketball with my bro, Wen Xuan and his friends at 10 something. played till around 1230 and then went back home liao. cause i got tuition at 5 something. so went home and do something. yingyao came to my house to study E math after that. he wear until like ... going for dinner ? Then when i saw him i was," wah ! we are going for tuition leh. SIAO ! Wear until like that. " hahas. i was stunned for 15 seconds like that. lols. i studied for 30 minutes and studied nth. lols. yingyao took photo of what i did for 30 minutes. hahas. i think he going to post at his blog. then after that we went to Mr Wee's house for tuiton. tuition ends at 630. after tuition i straight away msg MISS FERLINE CHAN JIA YING !! lols. i think she's going crazy for she help out at her father's shop from the morning to the evening. including yesterday ! hahas. silly girl is complaining. she say she wished that saturday and sunday do not exist. hahaha !

Yesterday went to my Auntie's house for BBQ. let the pictures do the talking=].

MY FATHER ! trying to start a fire. I was there looking. hahas.

FOOD !

STING RAY ! MY FAVOURITE ! HAHAHA! NICE !

Friday was my BIRTHDAY ! sis took some pictures. lets see.

HAHAHA ! I look so stupid !

The Happy Birthday song !

That's our dinner.

that's all. took so many pictures. hahas. doraemon tell me to take de. but i leave all the work to my sister. hahas. cause guys don take so many pictures de mah. somemore i dunno what to take.

FERLINE: DORAEMON ! i got take pictures arhz. hehe. SEE YOU TOMORROW ! I MISS YOU=] !

2007-07-29T20:24:00.000+08:00

Today woke up at 8 smth and went down to the basketball court with my bro to practice bball. met up with my sister de friend, WenXuan. played a match with him. sian. 7 to 6. i lost. hahas. but nice match. my bro also played with him and bro got thrashed. he never had the chance to break the egg. wahahaha ! 7 to 0. my bro lost ! lols. dunearn school team sia. PRO ! hahas. we actually wanted to continue playing de. but it suddenly rain and so the 3 of us took cover at the void deck nearby. chat for awhile then say bye bye to him. lols. reach home at around 11.

At around 1 smth, my sis, bro and i went to LOT 1 to eat. we met up with WenXuan again and had our lunch at the food court. sian man. when i went into the food court, i was thinking," the nice foods were not here and what should i order ? hais. " hahas. but i still chose the fishball noodle.

After we finish eating then we went up to the 5th floor and look for my bro the stead, ChinAn. so sad. FERLINE was at her father's shop and her father had to control her say why she keep pressing on the phone( which means why she keep msging) and she also cannot answer any phone calls. sian. I MISS HER ARHHHHHH !! hahas.

After meeting up with my brother's friend, we went to the basketball court to play AGAIN !! i suddenly become so accurate sia. wahahaha. i was SO ON FORM ! hahas. then we finish playing at around 6.30. came home to bath, eat then online le. after posting going to do some homework le. msging her now ! i think tml meeting her bah. hahas. everybody takecare=].

BYE BYE !

FERLINE CHAN JIA YING=] : zhu arhz. today sleep early ok ? if not tml you say tired again. hehe=].

2007-07-25T09:50:00.000+08:00

pictures of the teddy we bought for yu han=]......

the TEDDY alone. the tie and the belt were made out of shoelaces. hahas. we bought shoelaces and made a tie and i belt for the TEDDY.....

AND thats ME with the TEDDY !

YINGYAO with the TEDDY. he say he don wan to show his face. so he tell me to take the picture without showing his face. lols....

2007-07-25T09:40:00.000+08:00

today never went to school cause i was down with fever, cough, headache, flu and a sore throat. sad. this morning wake up very energetic. went to lot 1 interchange to meet melvin and gerald then i suddenly realize that i haven't ate my medicine. so i called home. actually i thought my sister would pick up the phone but my father pick up the phone instead. he told me to go home and see the doctor. then bo bian lo. went home and came to update my blog. later going to see doctor le. i want to go to school see her leh. sad. handphone confiscated then cannot msg. FERLINE CHAN JIA YING, i miss you leh. you leh ? hahas. wad you doing now ?

BYE BYE !

2007-07-22T21:39:00.000+08:00

updated ! today went to the hospital to visit my grandmother. she was bedridden. sad. after that went to mr wee's tuition at around 5pm and end at 646pm. went to lot 1 with yingyao and bought a present for yuhan. we bought a soft toy and we decorated it into smth like a super man. LOLS. short post. my father need to use the com. gtg. BYE BYE !

2007-07-16T17:39:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2 MONTH ANNIVERSARY !

hahas. sian. 2 months anniversary she cannot go out. cause she have to go to her father's shop. sad case. today go to school ALONE to meet ferline, yong jian and ferlicia. before that met yeshun on the bus. lucky got people accompany me in the bus, or else very sian. AH MAO LA ! never accompany me. sleep like a pig. hahas. then after that go to school as usual. alot of things happened but sian. don wish to say.

after school i very fucked up sia. alex low kan guai lan lo. if wednesday he gek me again, i will give him attitude de lo.

yesterday go for MR WEE de tuition. then when we were on our way to mr wee's house, me and yingyao saw 2 bapok lo. wah lao eh. wan to vomit arhz. then yingyao and me keep laughing. we took the job of being a paparazi for a day. hahas. we took 2 pictures lo. then i was thinking," later he saw us taking picture of him then he come and beat us how? ". hahas. fortunately, he never saw us taking pictures of him. he laugh like a super gay man. hahas.

no more le. next time then post again. bye bye !

FERLINE : HAPPY 2 MONTH ANNIVERSARY ! hahas=]. update arh ZHU !

2007-07-14T13:14:00.000+08:00

i'm back ! yesterday went to ruiqi de chalet. go with ferline, ferlicia, yong jian and ruiqi de darling MR LUAH GUAN KIAT ! hahas. ruiqi happy liao lo. got guan kiat celebrate her birthday until so late. hahas. took some pictures with my dear ferline. hahas. but i look so weird in both pictures. dunno why i dunno how to smile to a camera. but i can smile to a normal person. hahas. she had great fun yesterday. but her father came to fetch them at around 10 smth. so we had to part. hahas . sad . after that i went home at around 10.30. reach home at about 11 smth. was too tired to post. so i went to sleep and do the posting today. let the photos do the talking =].

i look so weird leh. i'm building castles in the air. hahas. but she look so cute.

i take de photo. we went to the beach with yong jian, ferlicia, rui qi and guan kiat.

another random take de picture. LOLS. she saw me taking pictures at her then she faster run away.

we draw this together. she draw the hearts and i wrote the names.

first picture that we took together =].

yesterday before going to the chalet, joel, melvin, yuhan, yufan, kenrick, guan kiat, brandon and the others including me settle something in the school. we told brandon everything that we were unhappy with him because he changed alot. from our very good friend to a very suck up and xia lan person. actually i already noe the reaction he will give us before we settle the problem. because if its me i will also give them that reaction. can you imagine the WHOLE group you hang out with previously all don like you ? i have smth that i wanted to tell him very long ago but i forgotten to tell him yesterday after seeing his reaction.

Brandon: sometimes you made me really fucked up. but i am your godbro, wad can i do ? but don sad liao la. we just wan you to noe you change liao.

we already cleared up all the things yesterday. so theres nth much to say liao. logging off liao. today i still need to go to the hospital to visit my grandmother. because she had her operation yesterday.

FERLINE CHAN JIA YING : hahas. update your blog ! hahas. i miss you =]. next time bring you to the beach again lo. hahas. silly girl =].

BYE BYE !

2007-06-30T23:24:00.000+08:00

i came to update my blog liao . lazy to update my blog . yingyao came to my house . he cut his hair liao . hahas . i am his image consultant . he ask me how to tell the hairstylist wad to do . tyty . hahas . his hair not bad lo . but he keep saying not nice . fool ! lols . then after that he go and find ferline and sis to take photo for the Honour's Day . i never go and meet Ferline . cause i need to go to my grandparent's house . after that yingyao came to my house with the photos and i promise her not to laugh after looking at the photo and i did keep my promise lo . but she don believe . hahas . cute . then after that edit her picture then send back to her lo . talk to her on the phone . i told one silly girl that i miss her immediately when i wake up and she took a very long time to figure out who i am talking about . lols . after talking to her on the phone liao jiu went to my grandparent's house le .

when i went to my grandma house, i saw all my uncles and aunties . the first thing they did when they saw me was greeting me with their pinky finger ! lols . my grandfather also suan me sia . he said," ah yang, i today actually wanted to play bball with you one leh. you don wan to play arhz ?" hahas . peng~ . gtg liao . bye bye .

SILLY GIRL I MISS YOU=] !

2007-06-23T15:45:00.000+08:00

Sian . it has been 12 days since i blogged . hahas . too lazy to update my blog arh ! after sunday schools' going to reopen and the boring life will be put to an end .

Actually today i planned to go for the carnival at scape field . near orchard there . but have to go to my grandma house and celebrate my auntie's birthday . i'm not complaining la . but hais . boring !! and i realize something . WHY JUNE holidays all my brothers never organize something like going out for bball or to CSC for LAN !?!? SIAN ARH ! WHERE ARE ALL MY BROTHERS !?!?!?!?!?!?!? hahas . siao liao . maybe everybody's MYE result sucks . like mine . hais .

This few days i suddenly got the mood to study . and i found that my polynomial for a math is equivalent to 天下无敌 . hahas . ok la . kidding kidding . but polynomial questions are my forte .

Its been 8 days since we go out together and it means i haven't seen her for 8 days . most pathetic scene ever seen . hahas . to say the truth , i really miss her alot . hahas . but schools' going to reopen and i can see her again . but if the school is going to conduct a hair check . i am the first to reach heaven . lols .

At home really nth to do sia . play games, eat, sleep, watch television programmes, and do homework . no life . i hope that the school reopen BUT i also hope that there will not be too much homework although its impossible . hahas . i think after school reopens i won't have the time to update my blog le but i will try to update whenever i'm free . I MISS MY BROTHERS, FRIENDS AND MISS FERLINE CHAN JIA YING=] ! hehe . gtg . takecare everyone . bye bye .

2007-06-11T12:05:00.000+08:00

sian . today actually got go out with bran, joel, yufan, cs and yingyao for bball de . but i called my father at 10 smth then he say he still in meeting, later then talk . until now 1213 also haven't even called . i meeting them in WM at 1230 leh !! sian . think i never go liao . sometimes i thought why must i be controlled by him . sian . but the only happy thing today is tt me and ferline msg each other at the same time . wahahahaha . after i send the msg then came immediately her msg . lols . asking the same qns . xin you lin xi hor . lols . tytyty . don puke although its real . sian . i am still troubled by the going with joel they all the bball thing . i wish to go there so much but have to wait for 1 stupid approval . wah lao eh !! sian . end of post . at night post again . bye bye .

2007-06-10T11:11:00.000+08:00

wah wah wah ! long time never update le . my tagboard is flooded with PEOPLE ! hahas . although my post is abit dead but not my tagboard ! tyty .

link ppl le . very sian leh this few days . at home nth to do . only can watch tv, eat, sleep and study . half dead liao . somemore her hp no money . my day was like hell . hahas . don have so bad la . example nia . SOMEONE say my blog very dead arhz . deader than him . so i faster update . hahas . can i not reply my tags ? too many liao .

too lazy to update arhz ! okok . if got other things to update then i come back post bah . bye bye .

2007-05-30T12:43:00.000+08:00

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Runnin' through my head (3x)
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Runnin' through my head (2x)
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This is not enough,enough (Echo 3x)

I'm in serious shit, I feel totally lost
If I'm asking for help it's only because
Being with you has opened my eyes
Could I eva believe such a perfect surprise?

I keep asking myself, wondering how
I keep closing my eyes but I can't block you out
Wanna fly to a place where it's just you and me
Nobody else so we can be free (Echo 1x)

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Runnin' through my head (3x)
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They say it's my fault but I want her so much
Wanna fly her away where the sun and rain
Come in over my face, wash away all the shame
When they stop and stare - don't worry me
â€˜Cause I'm feelin' for her what she's feeling for me
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Runnin' through my head (3x)
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Mother looking at me
Tell me what do you see?
Yes, I've lost my mind

Daddy lookin' at me
Will I eva be free?
Have I crossed the line?

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Runnin' through my head (3x)
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Runnin' through my head (2x)
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This is not enough (2x)

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2007-05-25T22:06:00.000+08:00

wahaha . my dear do de XD . lols . sian . took back my report book liao and i am on a killing spree . my english = 49.9/100 . WAH !!!! pek cek arhz ! this 0.1 make my overall fail . sian .

today go school clean up the classroom . but i never clean . lols . clean a little bit nia then run liao . go 3e4 play . hahas . then after tt go to hall watch D'gig . saw a gay lo . sing with his buttocks up . lols . laugh dao peng~ . then after school saw FERLINE and she say she going to somerset for the guides . after that dunno who tell me she cry . ask her she also don wan to tell . sad . xing tong~ . lols . then go play bball for awhile with melvin, gerald and my bro's friend . go home sleep dao 7 smth . shiok . hahas . talk on phone with her and after tt came online . sad . holiday liao . cannot see everyone for bout 1 month . sian arhz ! i going to die at home liao . lols . also nth to do de . and somemore with such results, my days are numbered . haha . going to miss all my friends and my DEAR, FERLINE=] . tts all . bye bye .

2007-05-22T21:26:00.000+08:00

SOMEONE CALL ME TO POST ! wahaha . i wanted to be lazy today de lo . lols .

today went to the airforce museum . BORING ! nth to do sia . watch the 6 min video clip . lame . lols . then walked around there . went for 3 hours to waste time . sian . hahas . then go back le . when we were in the bus, i was sleeping . so tired . lols . then feng hao go throw the paper ball hit my head . nvm . then go to school sleep in class again . lols . then woken up by Mr Ng Hock Ping . sian . then do the practical book all this . then after tt bell ring . yes ! hahas . then went to wm eat MAC with joel pay guai lan, bran, melvin loo pang zi, zhen hao si pui teh, gerald chia bai chi, nat orh lulu and yingyuan chou ai zi . LOLS XD ! after tt went to zhen hao's house for bball and then went back to school liao . today give chance nia . so play not very good . hahas . went back to school with bran . then halfway met yingyao . accompany FERLINE and sis go home . hahas . then after tt jiu went home liao . tts all . bye bye .

2007-05-21T18:38:00.000+08:00

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tyty ! hahas . today nth to post . so =D....sorry . the N very diff to make . dunno why cannot space too much . haha . so i put N in caps=] .

2007-05-18T19:57:00.000+08:00

don feel like updating about my scores, papers and everything about exams . my results were fucking lousy . but how long can i keep it from my family ? got to face the music . its a matter of time . i don wan to be a road sweeper in the future . but what lies ahead of me is a picture of me starving to death . sad sad sad and so sad . what can i do . i can't change time . how i wish tt we can go back to the beggining of the year 2007 . what is done cannot be undone . i am determine to study from june to december . those who wan to suan me . please fuck off . i am in no mood for a joke . sorry .

2007-05-17T20:31:00.000+08:00

I got back a few of my results man . 3 out of 4 papers can be use as toilet papers ! HAHA . sad . mother tongue got 73/100 overall including listening compre . then the other 3 papers are geography, d&t and e math paper 1 . d&t got 40/100, but still got course work . i think at least got a bit of hope la . then e math paper 1 got 33/80 . DIE ! then still got geography . 17/100 . but i not last . sharul got 16/100 . found someone more worse than me . haha ! but Hazel lee say my history did quite well . tyty . i think if i fail 1 more sub, i must dig a hole to take cover le . lols . so sad . tell my mother liao . luckily she never scold me . she say see tml de results lo . so all the best to me=] .

after school went to Chevrons with ferline, ferlicia, jolene, yixian, bran and forbes cause ferline they all wanted to check the price of the chalet there . then JOLENE the hum ji kia say her english not good, need me to help them ask . lame shit . then after we asked liao, went to eat . YES ! so hungry . lols . made brothers with forbes and bran man . then after tt go home liao . FULL STOP . PKZW stops here . bye bye .

2007-05-15T20:36:00.000+08:00

REVIVED ! tytyty . PKZW lim ding yang back . hahas . finally . its been 11 days since i last blog . those days keep studying . sian . 5am wake up . 6am meet up with melvin and yuhan . then study liao go to school . i had been a nerd for 11 days . lols . nvm . tt MELVIN LOO PANG ZI made me and yuhan wake up so early in the morning to accompany him to study at MAC . then yuhan and i were complaining . lols . always so early wake up . WE NEED OUR SLEEP MAN ! nvm . see him small . hahas .

8 may~~~

wake up at 5am and met up with melvin and yuhan at MAC . after tt go to school . finish the paper at about 12pm . after exams actually wan to meet ferline they all at lot 1 de . because tt day is jolene's birthday . but we saw them on the bus liao . so went to lot 1 together . then after tt bought something for the celebration . the dunno wad spray de . then after tt hide it in our bags and went to jolene's house . watch the ghost film . forget wad title le . then watch until half, jolene and ferlicia go down buy smth . when she came up, we spray the party "sprayer" on her . lols . she look like spider-man . hahas . whole body is the spray de thing . lols . then we had a spray battle . lols . played mahjong and then after tt went home liao . tt day is also my mother's birthday . so after i went home liao, change shirt and then go out for dinner . shiock man . lots of seafood . hahas . after tt went home liao jiu straight away go back to sleep .

10 may~~~

after school went to orchard with cs, joel, bran, yuhan, forbes, ferline, ferlicia, jolene and yixian . went to buy mothers' day present . bought a small size de pink apple crystal for my mother . then after tt walk around orchard until 5 smth . i ate alot . dunno why still so hungry . lols . after tt take taxi with bran and leave for mr wee's house . learned formulas and everything . so tired . went home and then finish everything liao jiu faster go sleep liao .

15 may~~~

which is today . had mix emotions . supposed to be happy de . because exam over liao . but scared later report book come out i die liao then somemore cannot go out . always get the same result . sian . went to bran house and played like siao . but after awhile very sian liao then i started to miss her . sian . absence
makes the heart fonder . miss her so much . after tt went for bball . yingyao jump and hit melvin's head . then bite dao his own tongue . i suddenly thought of the ghost film we watch at jolene's house sia . lols . then after tt went home at 5 smth . slack until now . still nothing to do . sian . so tired . i think today going to sleep early liao . my eyes are closing man . lols . tml POA students still need to go to school . hahas . sad . so sad . WE DON NEED TO GO TO SCHOOL TML SIA . hahas . nvm . now yuhan looks troubled . sian . sad . i gtg . bye bye . missing her rite now =] !

2007-05-04T23:58:00.000+08:00

yo ! PKZW lim ding yang is back to post . ytd neva blog so today going to update wad i done ytd . ytd slept at 830 . cause too tired . wan to study english de but my eyes kept closing . then buay tahan go back to sleep . so sad . i forgot to reply ferline her message . actually i remember de lo . i wake up then i got reply . but i forgotten smth . i forgot to press SEND ! LOLS XD . then i go back to sleep liao . sad .
then today wake up late . wan to pass the tissue to her . but reach school she already in hall liao . then kept thinking, " wah later how she do her test !" . sian .
the english paper 1, ok la . do section A first . not so bad . but all the topic nth to write one lo . i written 346 words . memory too good . tyty . i think my section B also more words then tt of section A . hahas .
after school went to CDANS with yy, xg, cs, bran, joel and zhen hao . gerald and jason came after tt . i lost to cs 2 rounds . wtf ! but at least win him back 1 round . sad . then after tt actually wan to go to cs house de . but cannot -.- . then go home . yy come my house study a math until 640 then we pia taxi go down to mr wee house . sian .
actually got conference at 830 with ferline, ferlicia and cs de . but i postpone to 9 cause got tuition . then after tuition finish liao then take bus go home . on the way back home, i think yingyao called someone sia . then ask tt person wan go movie anot . but so sad . tt person keep rejecting . LOLS XD !
got home at ten . had my dinner while i conference with them . then the couple keep shooting me sia . shoot until i lost of words . hahas . but after ferline's and ferlicia's father came back they hang up liao . then first thing cs tell me is," wah lao . so sad ." . hahas . ok . i wan to sleep liao . bye bye .

2007-05-02T20:47:00.000+08:00

i won't do it again . sorry . today went to school and the good thing is tt i got an A2 for my mother tongue paper 2 . paper 1 only get back my letter writing part . at least got b3 . its on the dot . 65/100 . i wish my continuous writing can score at least 38/50 in order to maintain my A2 . tts the only thing i can do to make my mother feel better . my mother cried . i feeled so so bad . my heart seems so fragile at tt moment and i sincerely promise tt i won't do it agn . after school went to chi shuen house and play bball . and we thrashed the primary school students there . they were peanut ? i got xuan ge landed in the hospital . he fractured his arm while chasing me cause he falled . he was going to take the ball cause it flew away from the court quite far and i ran very fast from behind and took the ball away . he said tt his leg was in pain then he was about to take the ball i took it away . then he chase me . he ran and then after tt jumped on the pull up bar trying to kick me but he missed and fall on the rocks . he fractured his arm . i feel tt i indirectly made him injured . i am going to visit him tml in the hospital . NUH . again, i thrash everybody in the bullet game . 4 rounds, 3 round i came in 1st and 1 round came in 2nd . chi shuen almost got everything . 1st, 2nd, 3rd and wadever . after tt got home and i got questioned . then i got slapped after tt . why must every good thing came with a bad thing ? i got my A2, thrash the primary school students, win in the bullet game . and there came the bad things: i got slapped and tt slap broke my heart . it really broke my heart . tt feeling was really really bad . everything was kept inside . can't do anything and hate to said tt my tears started to gather together . i feel like the loser of the highest order . i'm so sorry . sorry .

2007-05-01T22:47:00.000+08:00

jus now reached lot 1 at about 330 smth . go arcade play . met alot of ppl . ex-schoolmates and glenn de mei mei . then go watch spider-man 3 at 545 . it was much more better than i expected . ok not bad . haha . i only like to watch the fighting part . the others . hais . all not interested . lols . after finish watching the movie was like 8 pm liao . then after tt i go cut my hair . wtf . my hair can be described as BOTAK ! siao liao la . tml dunno how to go to sch liao. then after tt went home . then noe wad happen ? ferlicia say wan me to take my hair de pic . wan suan me . then down there say smth di siao siao . CHI SHUEN ! help me leh . i noe wad expression ferlicia will give if she sees tt line . she will give diao face . lols . always kill my mood . chi shuen noe wad thing cannot say when talk to me . cause will kill my mood . go ask cs . help you all cre8 topic hor . sian . i really dunno how to deal wih my hair sia . don wan to spike also cannot . spike also spike no ball . lols . sian la . go sleep liao . tml see how first . bye bye .

2007-05-01T14:38:00.000+08:00

1st may liao . new month, fresh start (DY edited) . haha . PKZW lim ding yang is back to post . tyty . put songs liao, the counter and link liao . must thank jolene for helping me make the counter and my jiejie for teaching me to put the songs in . now going to movie with mel, xg, aloy, yh . so boring sia . later go in 2 hours gone . sian . now ferline at home very boring . haha . so sad . rest well . later come bac from movie then online and post somemore .

to ferline: must faster recover then tml can go to sch lend me the cd...=]
to rachel jie: thank you jie...teach me put the song...
to jolene: faster make the blog then i link you...ty for helping me make the counter...

2007-04-29T22:17:00.000+08:00

wah ! tired ! go for bball with mel, joel, xg bro, yingyao, yong qin . go to chi shuen house there . sian . we played match with the ppl there . and woot ! 21 to 7 . lols . WE LOST ! haha . i am the star player of our team . tyty . the MR ANG CHI SHUEN la . go wad ah ma house . anyway have him also lose de la . have me this pro also lose liao . haha . if cs here haix . don dare to imagine . its not tt we very lan lo . its tt our opponent got 1 guy very pro sia . despite MELVIN LOO PANG ZI block him, he still got pass him and shot the ball in . sian . wads the use of having a pang zi . lols . pang zi don get offended . i brought my books there, actually wan to study de but was attracted by the bball game . so sad . we lefted at 6pm . then after tt went to glenn's house with yingyao at 8 . then study until now . i feel like sleeping now . but still must revise the chinese for awhile first . scared later forget . gtg . bye bye .

2007-04-29T13:45:00.000+08:00

WOOT!!!! dy make blog liao . its my second blog . i already deleted my first blog . cause lazy to blog then anounced dead . must thank you jolene for helping me making the blog . owe you a treat liao . sian . i burned a hole in my pocket . jus now MELVIN LOO PANG ZI come my house to study chinese . then we play like siao ding dong sia . dunno come here study or play . gtg for bball . later post .